je ne sais pas

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January 20, 2010

who are you

i never like talking about “caring” because i was never really good at it. i don’t mind being cared for and i don’t mind to care for others..i just think i have a different definition of the word “care” than most people. i think someone who truly cares is a person that knows all my flaws, and knows every bad aspect that comes with being in my presence, but would never go that low to use it against me just because they aren’t satisfied with my decisions. i claimed that you were the only person that cared for me these past three months. i was mistaken. you happened to be the only one that hasn’t. you can say that you’ve been there for me through everything, but honestly, i could get a complete stranger to sit with me while i cry. how can someone that cares get a kick out of pointing out my insecurities or bring up that i’m just like my dad..or that i live a pathetic life? you complain that i’m closed off and i need to let someone in, but do i really want to now? i let you in..and look where that got me. haha..the one person i had..i let go in my life because he disappointed me. he lied about stupid things, and he made stupid decisions, but i never met a more caring person. not only did he embrace my flaws but pushed me to be better than my dad. i think it’s safe to say that he cared for me. and i.let.him.go. as for you…i keep coming back to you again and again after we throw each other out. but now i’m asking myself..what for? for once i’m absolutely content with ever rude thing that’s left your lips because now i know its not that i have a hard time caring for someone…it’s just the person i’ve been trying so hard to waste my effort on..you.

August 26, 2009

so happy

no hw + got to see stacey

August 24, 2009

Dear Tumblr,

ever-changing:

I can’t stay healthy more than a damn day. My kitten passed away this morning. Myself and the other two will be in mourning all day while I’m alone at home miserable and sick.

Love, Stacey

:( are you okay?

August 17, 2009

omggg

this AP AM HISTORY class is literally taking up my life. i work only three days a week now. swim practice four. homework 5 days a week. life 0.

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August 17, 2009
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oh malichiii i meeesess you. i miss whene everyone!!!!!!!!!! used to sleep over there. we need to have a reunion!

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oh malichiii i meeesess you. i miss whene everyone!!!!!!!!!! used to sleep over there. we need to have a reunion!

 
August 11, 2009

STACEYYY

IM GETTING A GIRL TO TAKE LIKE 18956934856 SHIFTS OF MINE SO NEXT WEEK TUESDAY ME YOU HOMEWORK NAPPIES AND FOOD AND ICEES. OH GOD I MISSES YOU

August 10, 2009

i think i am about to quit

my job so i have time for friendsss

August 3, 2009

i’m ready for everything

to go back to normal. i’ve been hanging out with someone that lowers my self esteem since he’s been back, and i hate it. he’s just so addicting. i need to make more time for my friends. i need to quit my job for school. i’m so tired after so much sleep.

stacey, i miss you…since i know you’re probably the only one that ever reads my posts. sorry that i’ve been such a lazy friend. i need to get my priorities straight.